How time flies! I was just sitting on a chair and listening to songs when the memories of old times popped into my head. Those days where I woke up at 5 am and immidiately went to the beach with my parents and brother. The fresh air of the sea. Those happy afternoons spent on this large field called Lapangan Renon, flying kites together with other kids. It was like a life without any burden. Cried just because of a broken toy, or a missing doll. It was so easy to be happy. Ice cream was my happiness.

As time goes by, various responsibilities arise. I started to be able to see the clarity and the way out of problems that exist. I started to think rasionally, started to try to fix everything by myself. Ice cream can never be my happiness anymore. Broken toy and missing dolls can never be my sadness anymore. Society that keeps on telling other people what to do, pretending that they have these God's eyes, making people forget who they were before the world told them who they should be.

I sometimes miss the 'i do have the ability to do everything i want to' thought  i used to have. Those naive behavior, you know..Well, i do have more freedom now, i don't have to sleep at 8 pm anymore. But sometimes i really really miss the kid's life thing...Don't you feel the same?

Peter Pan got a point when he said "Don't grow up, it's a trap"